Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Introducing the Co-writer

The Co-writer

Hello wonderful internet peeps!! I am the new co writer for the i hate my life blog! Now, i'm sure you're thinking, "why would a happy person like this hate his life?" And i say to that: don't let the mask fool you kids. There is a thick cloud of depression hiding behind it. Let me tell you something. Every person i know has an emotional mask, including myself. They say and do things that make them seem ok. They aren't. There are people in my life that see through the mask and it's probably thanks to them I am alive right now. They have turned me away from suicide several times and for that i owe them my life. The other author is one of them. The point is my life sucks. My mom is a little bitch who seems to find nothing better to do than yell and curse at me. When she finds out i've been near suicide she turns soft for a week at most. Then it's back to abuse. Not physical, but... how do i put this? Vocal? I guess that's it. She vocally abuses me. I know that's not the worst life can get, but I am bipolar. Because of this, her words are amplified to the point where it feels like she is cutting me with daggers. On top of that i have a huge pile of disorders. ADHD, depression, anger explosion (yes that's a thing it's more commonly know as anger issues) are a few. Ultimately it makes my life worth hating.

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